missed it by that much (imagine fingers really close together)

well, i smoked crystal again. this guy i met on men4sexnow.com invited me over and when he asked if i partied i said "sometimes," when he asked what i partied with i said "crystal," when he asked how i liked it i said "smoke." then he said "cool, i can hook you up with that today" and i said absolutely nothing, or "ok," i can't remember. i knew i should probably not have responded to these 3 questions in these 3 ways but i did anyway, go figure.

he is a really cool guy, fun to be with, but a bitch to give a blowjob to. regardless i had a great time and am glad i went. i may have smoked way more that i should have though. i still feel all trembly inside, and i leave for boston later today d'oh!