3 in one day
3 what? well as a personal record that would be 3 sex clubs in one day. first the esc, then the studio and then the wsc to balance things out, direction-wise that is. or you could say that it is $300 blown through in one day with nothing to show for it. well, it is best to look positively on my accomplishments and see what i did gain from them. spoken like a true believer of the healing powers of therapy, which i am.
i fisted a guy for the first time. holy shit that was so sexy. he had a really nice hole that opened up really well. he gave me some direction in how to go about it and it was really hot. seeing my hand and about 4" of my wrist disappear up this guy's ass was just very cool. the sensation inside his ass was interesting too. very warm, of course and not as tight once i passed the sphincter as i thought it would be. i could feel inside of him, imagining his bones and what parts i am pressing on. he told me he has a shower shot and fills himself up, from the rear with about 2 gallons of water. his stomach gets really big according to him, but it is also really clean, to which i will attest.
after renewing (d'oh) at the wsc i didn't use all of my time. i should look at that as a good thing because i was able to get out early and of my own volition and not be forced out by the march of hours.
i hit the studio on a monday night. i had heard it was open but never saw it listed as open on their weekly calendar, it closes early (midnight) but had a really good crowd. lots going on. i got fucked by this hot hispanic guy who asked if i would be interested in coming to private parties that he and his partner have. i said "yes" (d'uh and d'oh). he seemed like a nice guy and it would be cool. it does take me some steps away from my attempts to be safer but so many of my actions do these days.
still flaking out about work, which is to say i haven't gone since last thursday. i don't know what to do with myself sometimes. maybe that's why i go out and have lots of sex. let someone else take the responsibility of doing something with me.
one last thing. my nipples. they have been bitten down on and chewed and twisted so much within the past 24 hours that i am surprised that they are still there. as i look at them now they are a little red and there are some red marks around them where the teeth strayed from the nipples and chewed outside the areola. the best part is the sensation that remains long after the actual hard usage of my poor nipples. as i walked around the wsc i could just touch them and get this strong sensation which really appealed to me. it was truly excruciating at times when a guy was biting down hard on my nipples, i can still feel them now as i sit here. like a light needle pricking, but not really painful at this point, just a sensational reminder of what went on before. it reminds me a lot of the first time i met alex. we met in the montauk theater (moment of silent remembrance please) and he played with my ass so much. me whimpering, yelping in pain, but wanting him to continue. sitting towards the back of the main theater for what seemed like hours kissing and sucking as he fucked his fingers into my ass. i remember the drive home and delivering papers the next day. all day i could feel this delicious pain reminding me of that wonderful night, putting a big smile on my face.
i fisted a guy for the first time. holy shit that was so sexy. he had a really nice hole that opened up really well. he gave me some direction in how to go about it and it was really hot. seeing my hand and about 4" of my wrist disappear up this guy's ass was just very cool. the sensation inside his ass was interesting too. very warm, of course and not as tight once i passed the sphincter as i thought it would be. i could feel inside of him, imagining his bones and what parts i am pressing on. he told me he has a shower shot and fills himself up, from the rear with about 2 gallons of water. his stomach gets really big according to him, but it is also really clean, to which i will attest.
after renewing (d'oh) at the wsc i didn't use all of my time. i should look at that as a good thing because i was able to get out early and of my own volition and not be forced out by the march of hours.
i hit the studio on a monday night. i had heard it was open but never saw it listed as open on their weekly calendar, it closes early (midnight) but had a really good crowd. lots going on. i got fucked by this hot hispanic guy who asked if i would be interested in coming to private parties that he and his partner have. i said "yes" (d'uh and d'oh). he seemed like a nice guy and it would be cool. it does take me some steps away from my attempts to be safer but so many of my actions do these days.
still flaking out about work, which is to say i haven't gone since last thursday. i don't know what to do with myself sometimes. maybe that's why i go out and have lots of sex. let someone else take the responsibility of doing something with me.
one last thing. my nipples. they have been bitten down on and chewed and twisted so much within the past 24 hours that i am surprised that they are still there. as i look at them now they are a little red and there are some red marks around them where the teeth strayed from the nipples and chewed outside the areola. the best part is the sensation that remains long after the actual hard usage of my poor nipples. as i walked around the wsc i could just touch them and get this strong sensation which really appealed to me. it was truly excruciating at times when a guy was biting down hard on my nipples, i can still feel them now as i sit here. like a light needle pricking, but not really painful at this point, just a sensational reminder of what went on before. it reminds me a lot of the first time i met alex. we met in the montauk theater (moment of silent remembrance please) and he played with my ass so much. me whimpering, yelping in pain, but wanting him to continue. sitting towards the back of the main theater for what seemed like hours kissing and sucking as he fucked his fingers into my ass. i remember the drive home and delivering papers the next day. all day i could feel this delicious pain reminding me of that wonderful night, putting a big smile on my face.
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