what the hell am i doing?
went home...spent nice weekend with my family...then came back to the city. almost made it back to my apartment but subways were such a bitch (is that too lame of an excuse?) that i decided/rationalized that staying in the city was the thing to do. really flakey too, indecisive about what to do, went back and forth between 3 different lines/directions (blue line and red lines in both directions from penn station for anyone interested)
went to vishara video and had a real nice time...fooled around with a series of hot hispanic guys. all friends or at least acquaintances...all really nice. no fucking but all really hot...last guy i had seen before was short and stocky but so sweet. really enjoyed that tender aspect of it kisses touches and lots of lingual exploration (that's tongue lashing in the sexual sense). i think he was my favorite or at least i had the best time with him, it was very sexy and tender. I may have fooled around with another guy or 2 in there but don't remember. was thinking of how i tend to try to mold myself to what the other guy wants. did i mention that my ex-boyfriend called to let me know that i was dead to him? i believe i did but i was thinking about it again.
after vishara i headed down8th towards either penn station and the abs (adult book store) on 8th at 34th, or the studio on 28th or the blue store on 20th or wsc (west side club) over on 20th and 5th. i stopped in at a bar and got into a really interesting conversation with these 2 guys carlos and rick about miami and how federal time is harder and not to buy drugs off some guy on the street among other things. i don't know why but i feel much more at ease in a straight bar then a gay bar. maybe not at ease but maybe that i find more people willing to talk in a straight bar. i prefer the slightly seedy bar. not disgusting, just seedy enough so that you know you are in a bar and not a club. i had 3 beers on a rather empty stomach and was pretty buzzed.
headed down towards the abs at 34th. didn't do much. a nice hispanic guy who i was sure was a hustler came in the booth with me but were discovered and ejected before much could happen. he said it was his first time there and he was rather nervous. he wasn't a hustler.
headed down 8th stopped at unicorn dvd. not many people there. 2 booths together were lit at the end, one opened and a guy left, so i went to see what the other guy looked like. i figured he was a bottom because it is usually the top who leaves first in my experience. he was a nice looking black guy with a nice cock, couldn't see it all from the way the hole was situated but that problem was soon solved. I sucked him for a bit, he kept on pulling his cock out and then only teasing me and allowing me access to a rather small portion of his cock. that was really hot. after a short time i had taken my mouth off and saw he was cumming so i capped the spouter and ate it down. a nice load really sweet and somewhat thick. and he kept it in my mouth. most guys do not do that, i was sucking him and he was getting hard again. i was hoping for a second load but i think i ran out of change or he was leaving so i settled happily for 1 load.
went to vishara video and had a real nice time...fooled around with a series of hot hispanic guys. all friends or at least acquaintances...all really nice. no fucking but all really hot...last guy i had seen before was short and stocky but so sweet. really enjoyed that tender aspect of it kisses touches and lots of lingual exploration (that's tongue lashing in the sexual sense). i think he was my favorite or at least i had the best time with him, it was very sexy and tender. I may have fooled around with another guy or 2 in there but don't remember. was thinking of how i tend to try to mold myself to what the other guy wants. did i mention that my ex-boyfriend called to let me know that i was dead to him? i believe i did but i was thinking about it again.
after vishara i headed down8th towards either penn station and the abs (adult book store) on 8th at 34th, or the studio on 28th or the blue store on 20th or wsc (west side club) over on 20th and 5th. i stopped in at a bar and got into a really interesting conversation with these 2 guys carlos and rick about miami and how federal time is harder and not to buy drugs off some guy on the street among other things. i don't know why but i feel much more at ease in a straight bar then a gay bar. maybe not at ease but maybe that i find more people willing to talk in a straight bar. i prefer the slightly seedy bar. not disgusting, just seedy enough so that you know you are in a bar and not a club. i had 3 beers on a rather empty stomach and was pretty buzzed.
headed down towards the abs at 34th. didn't do much. a nice hispanic guy who i was sure was a hustler came in the booth with me but were discovered and ejected before much could happen. he said it was his first time there and he was rather nervous. he wasn't a hustler.
headed down 8th stopped at unicorn dvd. not many people there. 2 booths together were lit at the end, one opened and a guy left, so i went to see what the other guy looked like. i figured he was a bottom because it is usually the top who leaves first in my experience. he was a nice looking black guy with a nice cock, couldn't see it all from the way the hole was situated but that problem was soon solved. I sucked him for a bit, he kept on pulling his cock out and then only teasing me and allowing me access to a rather small portion of his cock. that was really hot. after a short time i had taken my mouth off and saw he was cumming so i capped the spouter and ate it down. a nice load really sweet and somewhat thick. and he kept it in my mouth. most guys do not do that, i was sucking him and he was getting hard again. i was hoping for a second load but i think i ran out of change or he was leaving so i settled happily for 1 load.
posted by cosmaz at 9:24 PM
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