ace or blighter, you make the call
i had a sexually satisfying weekend. two confirmed loads in two days. within the time i have been posting to this blog i have taken 5 confirmed loads (confirmed by the loaders that is) from 4 different men and feel confident that 2 other guys have cum in my ass. these numbers make me an ace although i'm undoubtedly a mere blighter when compared with the many pros and true aces at the clubs.
wanted to go to the west side club last night (sat) to get a membership, finally, but ended up dozing off so that i woke up too late to make it there before 10, when the opportunity to purchase a membership disappears until monday at 7. i asked if the time for membership was over, knowing it was and meaning to ask if i could get a membership anyway but wimping out, and the guy at the desk said 'yes' so i left to continue my night elsewhere. i was a bit surprised by, and proud of, the restraint i showed by not purchasing yet another temporary membership. then i went to the blue store on 8th to pick up some lube, sucked a hot guy almost, but not quite, to completion; proceeded to rawhide where i was cruised heavily by a nice drunken chemical engineer. then there came that point where i either go home or go to a club, or i should say there came the point when i entertain the idea of going home but go to a club (which was the idea all along, the going home is just a ruse the point of which, i believe, is to allow myself the idea that going to the club is not certain and there is another possible outcome), just to see what is going on.
i met some nice hot guys at the studio. fucked a guy for a bit then walked around and came upon him fucking someone else. he let me take a turn at the bottom he had been using and then started fucking me while i was fucking the other guy. hot, but i have to say i did not give the bottom the full attention he deserved; it was difficult for me to manage both ends equally. the guy shot his load up my ass and then after i confirmed that he had shot in me i unloaded in the bottoms ass. got fucked twice more by two hot guys, they both really knew how to use me and bring out the pig in me: licking pits, spitting in my mouth, using me as they wanted. i was having some second thoughts as one was positioning me to get fucked, but once inside it was so nice that i forgot all about my misgivings.
today i went to coney island and walked around a bit. then stopped at the kings highway cinema and fooled around with some guys. met this hot hispanic guy who loved to use poppers and once he started rimming me i knew what was going to happen next, sniffed my poppers and took that long uncut cock up my ass. he came inside me as i leaned back and we made out as he fucked me. he gave me his number and told me i could come out to his place, he mentioned he likes to smoke weed, another experience to explore more fully.
i was thinking as i waited for the subway that i rarely feel a guy cumming in my ass. i can sometimes tell he is coming because he moans and pushes in deeper, but i can not feel the cum gushing into my ass and coating my insides as they say in the stories and i imagine in my fantasies. this made me consider why it is so important to have a guy cum in my ass if i can't really tell that he is doing so. it is all mental of course, like so much of sex is.
wanted to go to the west side club last night (sat) to get a membership, finally, but ended up dozing off so that i woke up too late to make it there before 10, when the opportunity to purchase a membership disappears until monday at 7. i asked if the time for membership was over, knowing it was and meaning to ask if i could get a membership anyway but wimping out, and the guy at the desk said 'yes' so i left to continue my night elsewhere. i was a bit surprised by, and proud of, the restraint i showed by not purchasing yet another temporary membership. then i went to the blue store on 8th to pick up some lube, sucked a hot guy almost, but not quite, to completion; proceeded to rawhide where i was cruised heavily by a nice drunken chemical engineer. then there came that point where i either go home or go to a club, or i should say there came the point when i entertain the idea of going home but go to a club (which was the idea all along, the going home is just a ruse the point of which, i believe, is to allow myself the idea that going to the club is not certain and there is another possible outcome), just to see what is going on.
i met some nice hot guys at the studio. fucked a guy for a bit then walked around and came upon him fucking someone else. he let me take a turn at the bottom he had been using and then started fucking me while i was fucking the other guy. hot, but i have to say i did not give the bottom the full attention he deserved; it was difficult for me to manage both ends equally. the guy shot his load up my ass and then after i confirmed that he had shot in me i unloaded in the bottoms ass. got fucked twice more by two hot guys, they both really knew how to use me and bring out the pig in me: licking pits, spitting in my mouth, using me as they wanted. i was having some second thoughts as one was positioning me to get fucked, but once inside it was so nice that i forgot all about my misgivings.
today i went to coney island and walked around a bit. then stopped at the kings highway cinema and fooled around with some guys. met this hot hispanic guy who loved to use poppers and once he started rimming me i knew what was going to happen next, sniffed my poppers and took that long uncut cock up my ass. he came inside me as i leaned back and we made out as he fucked me. he gave me his number and told me i could come out to his place, he mentioned he likes to smoke weed, another experience to explore more fully.
i was thinking as i waited for the subway that i rarely feel a guy cumming in my ass. i can sometimes tell he is coming because he moans and pushes in deeper, but i can not feel the cum gushing into my ass and coating my insides as they say in the stories and i imagine in my fantasies. this made me consider why it is so important to have a guy cum in my ass if i can't really tell that he is doing so. it is all mental of course, like so much of sex is.
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