fantasy and reality

i had a great time yesterday with this guy i met off of men4sexnow. fucked a lot, a little raw but mainly with condoms, that was fine because it was really good. went back to my place watch some tv basking in the warmth of a stretched out ass and got some well needed rest.

oh that's right...that's what i should have done. what i did after i got so satisfyingly fucked was go down the street to a bar, get buzzed. then stopped at an abs where i sucked some guys off, left and tried to figure out what i should do next (either wsc or the studio). went to the studio cause i figured i'd be less likely to get action and in the end that would probably be safer/better even though i realize that there are probably more poz guys at the studio (no statistical data to back that up, just a guess). had another beer on my way there and fucked around there for about 4 hours. one guy fucked me raw and may have cum inside me. he came close to cumming inside me at least, hot cuban guy and very nice. i wandered and fucked around, usually fucking till my dick was tired and sore and i ended up jerking myself off on the leather bed, slick with what i hoped and assumed was lube, while watching a guy get fucked close by. then made my way home and got in around 6am.

i just don't know how or when to stop. i could have been well rested today and probably in much better spirits too. ces't la vie, or at least my life.